Monday, March 30, 2009

The Interview with God


Instead of preaching long long here... I have found a short, concise, yet attractive way to inspire everyone.

You should be grateful with what you have and stop complaining!


Sunday, March 29, 2009

What color is your blog?


Well I like purple though =) and black is close to purple (according to me :P)

Credits to :


You have lost, Satan!


Sorry for the lame post about ignorancy.. having "PMS" on that time.. LOL

Yesterday night is really a struggle, I battled Satan all the way from midnight to 11 am. And the battles still continues...

It was over when I see you, Satan is completely casted out from me... haha... Loser!

And then went to church.. and I hear the Holy Spirit speaks to me, telling me that to have FAITH, and "lean not to [my] own understanding" (Proverbs 3:5). And so I did, somewhat I spiritually strong during the worship.. Wow! I never had that strong before. =)

This verse, Proverbs 3:5 really meant to me and I know, many of you! In my previous life, I lived in my own way, not knowing that it's a Satanic way. The result is, I often quarrel with my parents, friends, ex, etc etc. I always think that they know nothing and I know everything, just because my scores are better them all of them -.-.

I'm a bad boy, I sometimes curse my parents too... (SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! =/). And once a tragic incident happens to me (not going to disclose it publicly), I felt I was stranded, nobody cares me, I felt, for the true first time, LONELY. It appears that everyone despises me, but finally, I came to realise that it's me who despises myself, couldn't believe that my own understanding is wrong. I was struggling to find the truth, and guess what I found? - Jesus Christ.

He teaches me many things, but Proverbs 3:5 really marks the turning point of my life. Don't mistaken that now I don't have my own stand, I do have. I have God's stand =)

The Satan that I mean here is - Vanity

However, this naughty little devil won't let me go that easy. And he came into me again in another form.

This time is he's stronger, and had controlled my heart at some moments. This feeling had led me to get emo unexpectedly. And of course, I throw it to her (sorry =/). As a result, my 1-year relationship dissolved slowly. AND IT DOES! I have no other choice, but to let go everything in order to achieve liberty, and finally, although losing her, Satan is lost again! This time, again, with the help of Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I won again! Woohoo!!! Praise the Lord!!!


Satan still got balls and guts to come and bother me again (very annoying right?). Still the same form. Although I had experience coping with it, I still can't. The emotions at one point still controls me. I prejudiced people that I shouldn't! And I shouldn't hate the one that I love, since love and hate can't be together. This has been going a very long time. And sometimes I just want to gave up everything. But I know it, from the reassurance from you, I know what's in you!

This gives me hope, and sometimes still, the emotions overcomed me, and the trust overcomed my emotions, and it repeats, periodically, with huge amplitudes. (You can't plot it in GC because it's way too big! XD)

Guess what? Jesus heard my cry, and so he planted "capacitor" to smoothen my emotions and to stabilize it (since when became electronics? -.-)

It was today, that I prayed strongly, strong in the spirit, and that's the moment I kick Satan's ball goodbye! :P

The form that I mean here is - Jealousy


So, let's talk about vanity and jealousy in general!

Vanity - A negative yet synonymous to pride. Most of us know though, in Pride and Prejudice, pride is what we think about ourselves and vanity refers to what others think about you. But most of the time, people see a proud person as vanity, so therefore, pride can be sometimes equal to vanity.

In order to avoid vanity, don't be proud in the first place. Here's a quote from the Great Book,

"When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom" (Proverbs 11:2)

But we can't live to be always think that we're inferior than others, aha.... here's another one.

"Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom or the strong man boast of his strength or the rich man boast of his riches, but let him who boasts boast about this: that he understands and knows me, that I am the Lord, who exercises kindness, justice and righteousness on earth, for in these I delight" (Jeremiah 9:23-24)

So, what do you think? You can boast... Boast about the Lord! =)

Here's more (because I lazy to elaborate and Bible verses are more effective),

"Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed than to share a plunder with the proud" (Proverbs 16:18-19)

"Pride only breeds quarrels, but wisdom s found in those who take advice" (Proverbs 13:10)

"God guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way" (Psalm 25:9)

"God mocks proud mockers but gives grace to the humble" (Proverbs 3:34)

Jealousy - an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship (from - I LOVE WIKIPEDIA! =3

Jealousy occurs mostly in relationships, but it can occur in other forms too.

According to Attachment Theory, relationships can be divided into four situations - secure, pre-occupied, dismissive-avoidant, and fearful-avoidant. (click to see it's definition, because I don't want to copy paste =/)

But to give you a clear picture of these, let's arrange it in terms of possiblities for deterioration of relationships in ascending order.

Secure, Dismissive-avoidant, Pre-occupied, Fearful-avoidant

Aha! The reason I highlighted pre-occupied is because it's a very common one, and Jealousy falls in this category. Even me too fall into it. I did a survey last time and it is calculated that I'm about 80% pre-occupied =/ (forgot which website liao.. soli... hehe)

Anyways, now that you have understand what is pre-occupied you can know where jealousy comes from. It's simple. You just think that your partner did not commit as much as you do and you feel that he or she don't love you back.

Ok, now that you have understand psychotic analysis of relationships, now let's turn back to the Great Book. (I'll will only refer to those who are in pre-occupied state)

"Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city" (Proverbs 16:32)

"Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace" (Ephesians 4:2-3)

"Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life" (Proverbs 4:23)

"Be wise, and keep your heart on the right path" (Proverbs 23:19)

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God" (Phillippians 4:6)

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" (Matthew 6:27)

Enough already gua...? Ok laaa.... one final one... and my most favourite verse =)

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record on wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres" (1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

So, do you really love?


Saturday, March 28, 2009

My price is paid...


I would like to thank all of you that have helped me from the beginning I stepped into this college till now. Especially you =).

I have paid JPA the price. Average 6.5 band in IELTS and I got 7.0.
Listening - 7.0, Reading - 8.0, Writing - 6.0 and Speaking 6.0.

My friends say I lanC wor... put first language English... if not I can get 7.0 for writing and speaking. (according to them)

Anyway, if I get 7.0 in these two sections also, my average is still 7.0... haha..

Thanks to 'you' for keep praying for me =)

And finally of course, all the credits will be given to God Almighty because without Him, I am nothing..

Praise the Lord.. Hallelujah!!!!


Teach me to be ignorant!!!! ~.~

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Don't let Failures DICTATE you!

First of all, congratulations for those who passed their IELTS exams..
Cheer up for those who couldn't..
Good luck for those who gonna resit..
Good luck for those who gonna take the result this Friday (including me =])
Congratulations for those who are happy with the results
Congratulations for those who never give up
Congratulations for working hard for it
Congratulations for doing their best
Congratulations for.... [anything else?]

Ok.. personally, I'm kinda scared too. I know everybody does. A band 6.5 is already more than enough for me. (for the sake of JPA)

You know what? I don't like the way IELTS is conducted. It's exam-based. Exam-based means "do-or-die". And it's the most stupidest form of evaluation ever in this planet! Ah Ben seems to agree with me, he said that OSSLT is ridiculous!

Although it's absurd, but we have to face it though.. since we're dictated by JPA.

Ok.. enough complaining here.

No matter what happen, just face it and be happy, because with joy, failures turns into success! Here let me share something with you from the Great Book.

"Be joyful always" (1 Thessalonians 5:16)

"A cheerful look brings joy to the heart, and good news gives health to the bones" (Proverbs 15:30)

"Be happy... while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth" (Ecclesiates 11:9)

You see... our life is short and we have to be happy to the max because we won't have a second chance to live. Plus [can't resist using this word =P], Jesus said,

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour of his life?" (Matthew 6:27)

So what do you say? I don't want to waste every single second of my life without happiness. It would just like cutting your life short.

Specially dedicated to someone,

Stuffs happens, nobody lives without failures. Like Thomas Edison said,

"I would not say I failed 1000 times, but I would say that I discovered 1000 ways that can cause failure"

Congratulations because you already discovered some (just kidding ^^)

Just have faith in yourself, failing once doesn't mean that you will fail always.

Here it's just some small sincere gift from me to enlighten you =)

"Our present [failures] are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed to us" (Romans 8:18)

"Consider it pure joy... whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." (James 1:2-3)

"We also rejoices in our [failures], because we know that [failures] produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope" (Romans 5:3-4)

"You will surely forget your troubles,
recalling it as waters gone by.
Life will be brighter than noonday,
and darkness will become like morning.
You will be secure, because there's hope;
you will look about you and take your rest in your safety."
(Job 11:16-18)

So, hey... there's always a pathway to success no matter where you are. It's just the matter of HOW YOU FIND IT.

May this post enlightens your days to come =)

And for the rest of you, Good luck and be happie always! (let's pray hard ^^)


Monday, March 23, 2009





Lol... I'm so excited because:
1. It only took me less than 24 hrs to finish the whole book
2. My target (in previous post) completed
3. I finish first :P


Sunday, March 22, 2009

Just Over, Just Started


A few more hours to go, and it's gonna be a hectic life again..

Malaysian Studies, Ah Tong say it's gonna be 100000000000x more interesting than Moral... maybe for me, it's 100000000000x more worse than Moral.. LOL..

Calculus... not gonna skip anymore!!! *sorry Ms nicole :(*

English 4U... Hamlet... I don't understand.. I feel like English 3U is a lot better, facebook, drama, presentations... Now? essays, essays and ESSAYS!!!! It's becoming more like technical subjects -.-


CPT 2nd Novel... Gonna finish tonight!! If can? Cause I started TODAY!! Hehe..

And so it goes on...

Suffering - to undergo hardship (from

A lot of people have wondered, why we need to suffer now? Haha... don't worry.. it's good to suffer now... because..

"We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that sufferings produces perseverance; perseverance, character; character, hope." (Romans 5 : 3-4)

So guess what? Want to suffer more? LOL...

Anyway, all the best to all my friends here to proceed on another stage of the journey of life.. ;)


P/S : We've got one more thing to suffer... FRIGGIN' slow internet connection!!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Pride & Prejudice


Just watched Pride & Prejudice 2005 Movie. And guess what? *I shall type this in Manglish*


2005 Version1995 Version

The poster appears to be nice but guess what?

Let's make some character analysis

Let's start with.... Mr Darcy!

1995 Version

Perfectly suited with how that Mr Darcy is portrayed in the book! LanC look, barely smile, fierce-looking, looks smart and proud...

On the other hand,

2005 Version

OMGWTFROFLOLMAO!!!!! When he made he's first appearance in the show, we terus pengsan and someone couldn't wake up anymore..LOL... Haha... Plus, he looks dumb when he tries to act LanC.. *LanC test - FAILED lah!!!*

Ahahaha!!! But I can't stop laughing when he's acting LanC with DUMB look! So you may pass the Amusing Test!

*I know you're thinking of someone and smiled*

Aiyooo.. find more suitable actor lah!!! *ruining my reputation*

Next One : Elizabeth Bennet

1995 Version (right)

Although quite not so pretty.. (haha..just my view) but she has her LanC look as well, since Elizabeth is also described as LanC (proud) in the book.

In contrast,

I have to admit, this prototype of Elizabeth is damn damn friggin' hot & pretty!! But then, she should be Jane Bennet instead, since she don't have the LanC look. It's ok overall, just the LanC part.

*I know you're thinking of someone and smiled*

And then : Charles Bingley

1995 Version
Yea.. he's not so endao like described in the book but then, see this

2005 Version (right)
So what do you say? Who's more endao now... Plus, the 1995 Bingley acts more innocent.

Lastly : Jane Bennet

1995 Version (left)


2005 Version

I guess Jane has grown so much in 2005-1995 = 10 years!! ROFLOLMAO!!!!


Plus, there's lotzz of altered dialogues and scenes and so many ununderstandable plots!

I also see that 2005 Lydia gets sexcited easier than 1995 one.. =P

Get one for yourself, and you'll be in the same boat as mine.

According to Wikipedia, this movie is one of the Award Winning One!! I wonder?

Argh... See see the time now? Sleepy + hungry..




Browsing through the Net, found my sis' blog.

Reading through, check the links, mana tau she discovered 'me' long time ago.

Aiyo... need to improve my "archeological" skills laaaaa!!

Check my links!


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Had a good TME exercise


Date : Sunday, 15th March 2009
Venue : TBAL
Purpose : Since I'm not going back and as a relaxation after IELTS exam (and burning the book ceremony... hehe)
Time : Morning till Night

Some pics..

Can you guess how long is it?

Chicken House

The buttock is so round like Chook Teng's face! Ahaha....

Lady Catherine?
Mr Bennet and his..... SON??
Lady Catherine... (again)
Aww... can you see...? He so pity.... (see the sparkling eyes)

Small "Broodmother"
Oh.. and it has furs =)

Muddy Frog?
The Evolution of a frog after "dipijak".. hehe

Pijak until the lips are "smiling" Which zoo do you think we're going?
What time of animal can live here?
Hahaha... guess what?
They lived in a luxurious "house"
Looking Outside...

Hamburg's House

Ohh... I forget to show you something interesting..

"Monkey" (you-know-who) and his son... ahahaha.... see the pose... and see what his son is doing? 0.0?



Saturday, March 14, 2009

Recycle bins needed!!!


Oh man! I need a BIGGER ONE!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Look out there


First of all, thank you everyone for your support during my speaking test. I can say that i did a fairly good job (dunno how "good" it is). Hehe..

Thank you to "you" for your Good lucksss wishing me repeatedly...

Thanks to my beloved mom for the support 400 kms away...

Even after my test, she called me, and told me that my brother got a somewhat good results in his STPM, congratulations..

So, this marks the end of Hardcore Week!

It's time to look up & out now...

Forsee ahead
Forsee future
It's no use to look behind..

Look up now...




The moon is very nice today..

I see two moons =) Do you?

To "you" - I know you're very tired and I hope that you're just tired. (and nothing else), because when "you" look up, you'll see which beautiful scene that God has provided to you today. So cheer up =) I'll always support you no matter what happens ^^

P/S : Red Cliff II rocks!!! You can apply your English 4U, Physics, Chemistry and even Calculus & Advanced Functions to it..LOL..


Sunday, March 8, 2009

Hardcore week coming up!!!


Warning! Warning!

This week's gonna be the super duper double quadruple combo TEST WEEK!!!

First enemy, ENG4U,
Main Objective - It's time for a clean-up of Ah Ben's brain again!! =D

Second enemy, Physics,
Main Objective - Draw more cartoons and algebras to entertain Mr Gary!!

Third enemy, Calculus & Vectors,
Main Objective - Hahaha!! Use Mr B and Mr C as hostages!!! LOL!!!

Last but not least,

Fourth enemy, Moral Education
Main Objective - Just cross the border laa... don't study like "no tomorrow" ya?? Hehe...

Four enemies, Four objectives, Four goals, ONE SPIRIT...


P/S : While I'm studying now, someone is sleeping in her room now.. hehe :P


Friday, March 6, 2009

Magic Water that bends


Magic Water that bends =D

You can do it too~ hehe..


Moral Mock Exam


Yesterday, sleep early,
wake up earlier,
managed to take bus
reach there
3 mins late
take paper
memorize questions
do it
in 10 mins
and now im here
writing this
stomach ache~~


Sunday, March 1, 2009

Look Out Point aka Mini-Genting


It was actually two days ago (Friday), and I was too busy as well as my 1802 router was too busy to accept my connection!!

Start the journey there around 8 pm, reached about 9pm. (Yeah it's quite far)

That place is nice =) As you can see the beautiful KL City Center night view from there. Too bad I can't snap photos, camera not good, sad =( no la..hehe..

If you insist of seeing photos, click here, though she snap only one :P

The whole story can be read from her post too.

Works Cited - "someone" taught me to use this in blog posts :P


Yeah, that's it, enjoyed sight-seeing while on the way, while hamburg enjoyed dreaming... :P