Monday, April 27, 2009

I'm somewhat worried~


Today, my mom called me with a shocking news. I don't know is it a good thing or a bad thing - A Warning Letter.

I know I shouldn't babble here but just let me express it ok? =(

I know it's my own fault, why I so kei kiang always skip LAN class le? Now I have to pay the price.

By the way, it's a warning letter from Taylor's. (I hope it's from the Sponsorship Unit - means JPA), otherwise, if that is from Taylor's ICPU office, I can't imagine what will JPA think about it? But my mom told me JPA is mentioned, so probably (hopefully) is from the Sponsorship Unit.

I don't wanna mention the number, it's nothing good to mention it here.

Another thing, just now I reread the handout about the Compulsary Subjects info, and now my attendance could be lower than the requirement. Is that mean it's the end?

I don't know, I shall talk to Mr Tong tomorrow, hope he'll allow me to sit for the final exam, and that's my first relief.

Is this the end? If really I couldn't fly already, I rather be kicked out RIGHT NOW rather than still working hard not knowing what will happen thereafter.

If you're angry with me, you should, thanks for your concern if you do!

Is this the end? It's me who have caused this.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I have sinned,

And again, I want to ask for Your forgiveness,
Please forgive me for such attitude,
From now on, I'm gonna attend every classes,
Not going to skip any classes,

And I pray that all of us (not only me), who are in the same situation as me,
That You will help them, give me and them a second chance.
I pray in Jesus' name. Amen.

Oh?? It's no use to regret now, we'll see what will happen tomorrow.


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I don't wanna know - Sheryl Crow


I heard the song, it was all around
Everyone's quitting, everyone's breaking down
I called your house on the telephone
Nobody answered, but I know you're home

All in all, it's nature's poetry
I can't understand the way it flows
I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Cuz everything I know makes me feel so low
No, I don't wanna know

I pushed a button just to find my way
I got directions but I'm still lost today
I see her smiling, but her eyes were dead
Nobody's crying, that's what paper said

All in all, it's nature's poetry
I can't understand the way it goes
I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Cuz everything I know makes me feel so low
No, I don't wanna know

All in all, it's nature's poetry
Can't understand the way it flows
So I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Cuz everything I know makes me feel so low
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Cuz everything I know makes me feel so low
No, I don't wanna know

The song makes me think, isn't this good? Just unaware of anything - being ignorant? Which is better? Just to be ignorant and be happy or to know and be sad?

Sometimes what we perceive everyday will not be always a good thing. Good things comes along with bad things. It is as if, they're bonded, like magnetic poles (physics again -.-)

Although they came together, but they may came in inequal proportion. In other words, some people may get happiness more than sadness, while some others the other way round.

Me? Don't wanna talk about it. I don't really know it's really a good one or bad one. Can't weigh it.

40 days left, before separation, I wish I was ignorant of that.
80 days left, before separation, I wish I was ignorant of that.
120 days left, before separation, I wish I was ignorant of that.
121 days left, I wish I was ignorant of that, before I sleep,
If the 120 day incident happened.


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Hamlet TableAux Assignment


Finally presented!! And it was good, good job my teammates =)

My 5 am - 10 am sleep (although I skip first two classes... hehe).. is worth the credit! =))

Despite there are many arguments among us, but it's the arguments that produced a good presentation! Thanks again ^^

Ok... now here's the movie slide show..

We also have some candid shots!

Our King & Queen!


Random Picture

Looking at??

The two "Spesel Guest" aka KPCs... ahahaha :P

Prisoner # - __________ Oh.. blank.. I don't feel good.. :P

Finally... Our group photo =)

And after we did everything...



P/S : Next group assignment still we group ok?? =) Our group is the best of the world!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Adult Questions & Answers for Real Fun (18SX)


I got this e-mail a few days ago and I thought of posting it.

Anyways.. enjoy!

Q: What's the difference between cricketers and condoms?
A: Cricketers drop the catches and condoms catches the drops.

Q: What is the difference between riding a bicycle and a woman?
A: Riding a bicycle you fix your ass & move your legs, riding a woman you fix your legs & move your ass.

Q: What three things are common between the sun and woman's underwear?
A: Both are hot, both look better while going down and both disappear at night.

Q: Why do men ask for a woman's hand in marriage?
A: Because they are tired of using their own.

Q: What's common between men and video?
A: Both go backward... forward... backward... forward... backward.... forward... stop and eject.

Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period?
A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5-7 days and if it doesn't come means you are in big trouble

Q: What goes in dry, comes out wet, and gives warm satisfaction?
A: A teabag.

* 7 qualities to be a perfect wife:

and Self-Organized.

In short, she must have good B.R.E.A.S.T. S

Q: Who is a gynecologist?
A: He is the only fool on the earth who looks for problems in a place, where most people find pleasure.

Q: What is the similarity between men and rats?
A: Both keep searching for new HOLES.

Q: What's the difference between biology and sociology?
A: When the baby looks like his dad, then it is biology. When the baby looks like neighbour, then it is sociology.

Q: What's the height of recycling?
A: Sending a sanitary napkin for dry cleaning.

Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted.. Are you having 3 meals a day as I have advised?
Lady: Doctor, I thought you had said 3 males a day.

Q: Girl friend & boy friend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?
A: The boy's hand......

* Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed. Tarzan asked "Why"?
The animals told him......... .."Your tail is in the front"

Last but not least Secret of long life...
Morning two eggs, evening two pegs......and night between two legs



Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter Day!

Dropping by just to say,


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Full Stop


Sentences, and sentences, and sentences,
You wrote yourself from day to day,
It's somewhat we called like no tomorrow,
But you'll always continue tomorrow,
The formation that you stand entertains me no more,
Just like a poor player, idiotic clowns,
That don't even amuse me,
It looks happy, it looks sad,
But perhaps, when I read you, I'm sad.
Because the way you are hurt me!
I wish I can erase,
But you'll never rephrase,
Not even a single
You keep going, letting me read,
The words that make me lost,
Enough playing me,
Put a full stop now

Gah!!!! Just ignore this piece of crap. XD
Finally got an inspiration to wrte something mar... =)


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Let the LORD decides ok?


Finally... after the HARSH week, this week is a relaxing week. It's been a while (just a while?) where we have our last break. (Do March holiday considered a break?)

But this free time makes me think a lot.. makes me think back... back... backward... and I only realised that we only have 2 months left =(

O it's gonna... it's gonna end!!!! DDD=...

Yesterday, something happened. I won't disclosed it here, but it makes my life seems to be 2 months left!..

I felt hopeless...

I almost forgotten my reason for coming here... to FLY, to study, to work, and to what?

I read so many blogs (friend's) that talking about this too. Yes, we have to cherish every moment that we have now.. You won't know tommorrow whether you'll be opening your eyes or not.. *not trying to scare*

Despite of this, after thinking and speak to God a while, He gave me the answer, He tell me not to worry.

Finally, I realised, I still remember my purpose here. I still remember what my parents hope for me... I will never ever disappointed them!!


I still have one last wish... and it's a hard one... it's a dillemma... (if i could call that a that)...


I hereby surrender to you, O Lord!
I surrender my only wish to you,
That will extend or shorten my life,
I pray, I pray, that you'll make,
The best decision,
Whatever it is, I know you hide
Something good from me,
Therefore, I trust in you,
Believe in your decision,
When You decided, I'll say the LORD has spoken!

Please make the best decision for... US!