Saturday, January 31, 2009

War is Peace? Freedom is Slavery? Ignorance is Strength?

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Indeed, the novel 1984 by George Orwell has been very amusing to me. Because I learnt something different that most people won't. It is about INGSOC (English Socialism), and what I learnt is these three slogans in the book:



WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH


Yes, I know. You think that this is utterly nonsense! Me too think of that when I first saw these slogans. But as I finished Part II of the novel, (forget about Part III since it has no importance) my perception changed. Indeed, Orwell was not just talking about the evils of the Soviet Union, or in better words totalitarian regime, but what was actually happening around us today.

So, let us look what is actually behind each of the slogans.

Chapter One - WAR IS PEACE

According to the book, people back in time had been at war to solve some political conflicts such as oppressions, abuse of power, lack of leadership by the leader and so on. But then, in 1984 (in the novel) the three superstates, Oceania (North America + South America + British Empire), Eurasia (Russia and all other European Contries), and Eastasia (China + Japan + Southeast Asia), have nothing to fight about. It is already their tradition to have war. What they claimed is war is necessary to control overproduction of goods as it stated,

"As the problem of overproduction, which has been latent in our society since the development of machine technique, it is solved by the device of continous warfare, which is also useful in keying up public morale to the necessary pitch." (pg 207)

Therefore war is necessary to control the society, to keep the society intact.

Well, those events actually not happened in the real 1984, but think again. Did it NEVER happened? The answer is - No! It is happening everyday around the world. Of course there is no rocket bombs or nuclear missles or jet planes flying above our heads, but the 'war' is occured in such way that we called "cold war".

We do not need to mention about the present authoritarian governments, even in democratic countries like USA, 'war' is always happening. Tons and tons of political debates about humans rights and freedom to even craps about Bush or Obama's family, to the opposition protest of increasingly income tax, is a WAR. When there is elections going, you'll find a wide range of people debating, quarelling, fighting for the sake of PEACE - Good Government! Isn't this a WAR??

Same thing that goes around our own democratic country - Malaysia! Until today, our country is never at peace! Yet it is said to be in 'PEACE'! RACISM - that has been our trend since the British Colony, and it will always be there forever. Every year, as you explored Malaysia, especially Kuala Lumpur, you can see every single race riots happening there. ALL of the races are involved, not only the malays or chinese or indians, but ALL! Of course these riots are "peace-er" than five-one-three, but still it is there! Everyday we hear Anwar Ibrahim and Lim Guang Eng and their allies giving his passionate speech and curses the BN/UMNO for all the unfortunate things happening in our country. On the other hand (or should I say, ear?), we also hear Mahatir and Pak Lah and Ong and Sammy Vellu and their allies all fired their "rockets" to the Pakatan Rakyat (People's Alliance) in the same way. And this never ends. So, is that a WAR?? But still, we're in PEACE!

Pick a country for me, I dare to say, that doesn't have such 'wars'? Perhaps I may change my mind.

For someone who is under Ah Ben this year, you may be aware that there is even a WAR in BB7. And of course, if none of the parties ever surrender, this WAR will never come to a full stop! Perhaps, Ah Ben say it's a good thing - he declares it as PEACE.

Therefore, there is nothing nonsense when Orwell says "WAR IS PEACE". It is the truth that is undeniable, that is always in our heads.

Chapter Two - FREEDOM IS SLAVERY

It's all what we wanted in life - FREEDOM! But do you know that when you're actually free? Perhaps you do. In the book, it never had a chapter for "FREEDOM IS SLAVERY", but I'm sure that I know the purpose of it being one of the slogans. Of course, let's talk about our favourite topic - SEX!

According to the book, Winston says to Julia "Listen. The more men you've had, the more I love you. Do you understand that?" (page 125) and "I hate purity, I hate goodness. I don't want any virtue to exist anywhere. I want everyone to be corrupt to the bones" (page 125)

Do you realise what he's just saying? He wants all of us to be corrupted!! And of course, when you got freedom, you're free to corrupt youself. Indeed it comes true, in USA, if you're a girl aged sixteen and still a virgin, you'll be called useless or noob. Everyone should have sex before sixteen or at sixteen to be considered great. Or in other words, corrupt your bones before sixteen!! And of course many people will argue that it's freedom (as it has been the major "bombs" in the war of BB7). Well, of course it's freedom, freedom to be bounded by SEX - sex slaves we can call it. For many people today are so obbessed with sex that they have a variety of sexual partners, ranging from blacks to whites, and from opposite sexes to the same sexes! And of course, they die faster. AIDS lah! what else? -.-

Indeed they're promoting AIDS or giving HIV a home to stay and breed. For a while, they're the masters, and then, they're HIV's slave! Because of the misuse of freedom, they enslaved themselves to AIDS! Isn't it slavery?

Back to the human freedom to speak. Do you know that most of the passionate speakers in TVs and radios are not free thinkers? They were all bounded by the philosophy or religion of others. When they speak, they speak on behalf of the founder of that philosophy/religion. They let themselves believe in one philosophy and against all the other - freedom to believe. So, isn't it merely a slavery? In the sense that they enslaved themselves to their particular philosophy and fight to the end using their masters thinking? I admit I'm somewhat enslaved too.

Of course they are free thinkers hat are not enslaved, but generally, most of us are enslaved. So, it is indeed make sense when Orwell says, "FREEDOM IS SLAVERY".

Chapter Three - IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH

Again, the freedom to know or speak. As you know, one of our nilais that we learn in Pendidikan Moral SPM is "Kebebasan Bersuara" (Freedom of Speech). But do you know that in our country, there is such act which is called the Internal Security Act (ISA)? It is the act that where a government has the right to arrest you without trial where they think is necesary for the internal security of the nation. Theoretically, it appears to be good, but not practically (or in reality).

It has become the tool for the abuse of power by the government! And indeed it parallels what is happening in the novel where someone can be detained without trial if he was suspected of doing thoughtcrime. It is much very alike with ISA where anyone doing something that the Party thinks can threaten their seats are to be arrested and to be "served".

You must be aware of why Raja Petra Kamaruddin was arrested under ISA don't you? Just because he writes something that the government doesn't agree with, he is detained, very much similar like how Winston is arrested when he did something that the Party doesn't agree with. In democracy, it is said that people are free to made protests as long as it doesn't physically harm the public. But look at what has happened to the people in BERSIH rally and JERIT cyclist? Again, this tool - ISA.

All these above things happened to the people who are not ignorant. Instead, when we're being ignorant of the facts even though it's a false fact. We can live longer. We won't get arrested by that tool - ISA. Instead, we'll live happily, get married, had children, being old, and die. And our life will be much better, we gained STRENGTH!

Recently, in Taylor's College, and all over Malaysia, there has been an anti-war of Gaza campaign and they collect some donations for Gaza victims. Well, I do donate some in hope to contribute something to the poor Palestinians, but sometimes I do think that could the money be sent to Hamas instead? Well, I don't wish to know the answer because the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable you are. Just be IGNORANT. Because IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH!
For those who reads the Bible, you might also be aware that the way Jesus is crucified is much likely the same way that He was arrested under ISA.

Therefore, there's nothing wrong when it is said "IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH", because it is always true, yesterday, today and forever..

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So that's all my explanation of my intepretation of the slogans.

So why not we say those slogans of realism out now:

WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH

You better say it now!

WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH


Say it LOUD!

WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH


You still resist it don't you? You better say it out because :


by your webcam. LOL!

P/S : The author of this post has no intention to brainwash anyone into his thought. This is just merely his interpretation for ENG4U CPT Project. Please don't tell Ah Ben about this. I don't wanna to get BOMBARDED by him again!! T.T

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Break the Bars!!!!

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Moto-lola behind bars

It's been almost a week my phone is detained in 'jail' in Maxis Centre. The reason given is :
SUSPECTED ILLEGAL IMIGRANT! PERSONAL INFORMATION ON 'IC' NOT VALID/INCORRECT! -.-

Guess what? Today I 'bail' him out from 'jail' for free! Amazing huh? Usually people need at least thousands to bail someone out of jail. But I did it for FREE XD.

Anyways, my Moto-lola already out of jail. Time to rock & roll again! XD

But my phone getting robbed by the 'porlis' until left RM 1.00++! T.T

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Chinese New Year Crap Poems!

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Yesterday, I
Went to my auntie's house
It's chinese new year second day
We greet each other so happily
And gracefully
And I also greet,
One of my uncle,
The other laughs,
And so I laughed too,
For I know the reason,
It's funny,
We're happy
And you know what?
I love you.

Today, I
Chatted with someone,
Important to me,
It's chinese new year third day
It's been a year,
And we have been like this,
Like that,
I can sense my own happiness,
Because the someone chatted with me,
And you know what?
I love you.

Tommorrow, I
Will continue loving you,
For you always be in my arms
When you're in fear
When you are mad
Or when you gone haywire
I'm so happy to help
To see your cute-chilled face
Child-like
You are so cute than a million angels
And you know what?
I love you.

YES
I LOVE YOU!


I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!


But why I'm keep repeating
This?

You want to know
Why?

*Perhaps as you read this, I
See whether you'll know by the rightmost letter,
You know that I love you, but I'm not going to
Tell you because of an anxious feeling, but when
I see you confused, I'm so happy.*

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happie Ox Year!

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Hello, it's been so long I didn't blog.

To all my friends that wishes me happy chinese new year through handphone, I'm apologise that I can't reply since my phone number is SUSPENDED by CRUEL MAXIS!!!

So, by here, I'm wishing you all

HAPPIE OX YEAR!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! =)

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Monday, January 19, 2009

When you're in college..

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"Men tend to do simple tasks in complicated way" - Rube Goldberg

It's totally TRUE!! Not only in our Rube Goldberg project, but it applies in calculus as well.

It is today, this afternoon, for the first time in my history, after I bath, straightaway, I do HOMEWORK!! Wow.. incredible =O.. Me myself can't believe it too LOL

Calculus.. differentiation, derivatives, rate of change, slope of a tangent, first principle, limits...aah!!!

What we learn in SPM..

- To find derivatives, just hafal the formula given to you and use it. Eng Eng Cheng Cheng...(I wonder what's that)

What we learn here..

- To find the derivatives, use all limits and long long formulas to solve even the simplest function of y = x^2.

In SPM, we need two lines to differentiate,
In ICPU, we need FOUR lines to differentiate.

Wow, amazing...

In SPM, our pen can last 3 months
In ICPU, our pen can last ONE month or less

Budget a bit laaa...

Haiz.. what to do? Adui...

Ok... continue my ink-wasting...

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Saturday, January 17, 2009

Who's your role model?

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WHO IS YOUR ROLE MODEL???

Try it without looking at the answers.....

Please don't look down until you do it, you'll love it I promise. No cheating! =)

GET A CALCULATOR (YOUR COMPUTER HAS ONE ON IT)

1) Pick your favorite number between 1-9
2) Multiply by 3 then
3) Add 3, then again Multiply by 3 (I'll wait while you get the calculator.. ..)
4) You'll get a 2 or 3 digit number..
5) Add the digits together

Now Scroll down . ..





































Now with that number see who your ROLE MODEL is from the list below:

1. Einstein
2. Nelson Mandela
3. John Wayne
4. Bill Gates
5. Gandhi
6. George Clooney
7. Thomas Edison
8. Abraham Lincoln
9. Jeff Henry

Oh, thank you, thank you, I know you admire me soooooooo much~~ Don't worry, I'll give you my autograph if I had a chance. Thank you, thank you. I love MY FANS soooooo much~!! ^^

LOL

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Friday, January 16, 2009

How I wish I could go to this street


Source : http://www.funnymalaysia.com/2007/07/jalan-puki-mak-ulah.html

Hey guys & girls! I'm home! =)

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It's been 1 hour ago I came back from college. Bathing, shitting, waiting for computer to start and this page to load = 1 hour.

Today is shorten period. So, I make my decision to swap my physics class so that I can go back EARLY!! HAHAHA!! :P.. From P6 to P3.

In today's (only for today) last class, Ah Ben class, we had a vocabulary quiz. I told Chook Teng, OMG, we're gonna get "perfect". And so we had the quiz. But after the quiz and after the checking answers session, we can't get "perfect". Just because of ONE MARK we can't get "perfect". So "sad", so "sad" T.T

Anyway, the virus from 0811 is still in me. So, while YOU guys having your classes or waiting for taxis or bus under the hot sun, I'm going to SLEEP!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA XDDDD... You know? SLEEP is the best thing of your life...aah~~ Zzz...

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Thursday, January 15, 2009

It's such an honor to thank you for the virus =)

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Recently, my system is infected with a virus (maybe bird flu, who knows?). And this destructive malware attacked mainly to one of my hardware called "nose". That hardware has gone out of control and it keeps producing a jelly=like fluid called "mucus". You may ask why is there water in the system, and I tell you, this "water" is not used to cool down my system but WARM it up instead.

And because of this, the processor's temperature raised and it's above the optimum tenperature.

That's why this post looks weird.

*sneeze*

Thanks to [+someone+] [-you-] for delivering me that nice virus =)

And my body is filled with heat, feeling hot... so hot... hot...
But hot still have flu... wow~ a paradox! =D

Wonder what's ARCHETYPE for "hot"?

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I have no idea what's the topic going to be

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Crap! Crap! Crap! It's been so long that I crap. Many things happened this few days. TOO many till got no time to blog! XD

Class is growing well, but still, my classmates all diam-diam one... sien..~

Got some people start to get crazy already laa (You know who you are :P) but still, kinda bored and sleepy when attending ALL classes except ah ben... haha.. because ah ben listen to my craps! :P Only ah ben class you do all the talking, the rest all, the teacher are talking.. and we just.. keep quiet... AND SLEEP!! LOL

Yesterday and today, guess what? I woke up at 5.15 am.. wahaha.. For the first time in history since I left my secondary school. (at secondary I also wake up at 5.40 laa..LOL). Remember that I wake up at 8 am last semester... this time... 5!!! Actually, I go to church. =) Morning prayer. Praise the LORD. Hallelujah!!!

Poor RapidKL that is going to bankrupt soon because I no longer board their bus!! Hahaha..:P The timetable fault laaa... LOL

Hey, hey what am I doing here? Go do physics!! Go... GO!!!!

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Beware~

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Beware of the lift A3 in Casa (third lift from left). Just now me and my friends almost trapped in this "Made in China" lift.

I also heard that the guards control the lift? 0.o

Anyway beware! Especially girls. LOL. Never stay alone in this "haunted" lift. You'll never know whether the haunters are hamsap or simply want to kill you :O!!!

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Friday, January 9, 2009

Attention!!! Attention!!! VERY URGENT

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ATTENTION TO ANYONE WHO APPLIED OR TRY TO APPLY FOR UNIVERSITY OF VICTORIA OR UNIVERSITY OF ALBERTA!!!!

RECENTLY, I WAS TRYING TO APPLY BOTH OF THE UNIVERSITIES BUT WHEN IT COMES TO PAYMENT TIME, MY CREDIT CARD IS REJECTED!! I HAVE ASK MY DAD AND HE SAID THE CREDIT CARD IS FINE. I HAVE SENT INQUIRIES TO THE REGISTRAR AND THEY HAVEN' REPLY YET...

SO JUST WANT TO ASK, DO YOU GUYS EXPERIENCED THESE PROBLEMS? I HAD NO CREDIT CARD PROBLEMS WHEN I APPLY THROUGH OUAC

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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Congratulations to Ah Tong's P1 class today!

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Attention to all students in Mr Tong's Period 1 class today. As you all know, you'd a hard time having this first test of NILAI KESABARAN. But don't worry, you, I mean WE, have gone through 30 minutes of this test. So, CONGRATULATIONS! You have passed this test. Weightage 10. Wakakaka!!! And this explains why I'm writing this now :P

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Timetable~ Oh~ Timetable~

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Click to enlarge. How I wish for my class starts at 10.30 instead they give me 8.00 am. Haiz...

Anyone same class with me? Report to me please! T.T

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A trip back to my past college

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Had a trip to TAR College yesterday. Took 1 hour++ to reach. You know la. Malaysian bus service. -.-

What do you expect me to go there? Of course have some things to settle le. But then, got meet my friends too. I came to redeem my stuffs that I left there last July. LOL. Another thing is, surrender my hostel key!! =(


Went to my room, H-117. After half year, nothing much change, except my roommate taking over my place. LOL. See those bottles? That's the evidence.


I still remember this is the kissing spot of a couple when I first came to this college. Failed to shot their video that time! Haha!

Managed to snap this route where it is a very long route from college to hostel. We do have a shortcut though =). But this is the route to the exit gate. What a good exercise just to go in and out.

Ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce to you the BEST NASI LEMAK in KL! Mali's Corner at Jalan Malinja (number what I forget liao), Taman Bunga Raya. What is good about their nasi lemak is their special kuah. I don't know what ingredients that they used but then it's EXCEPTIONALLY DELICIOUS!!! This nasi lemak is better than all foods in Asia Cafe!!! :P. Managed to dapao it before going back! =) It operates daily, beginning at 6pm. Make sure you come early, or else you have to wait in a long queue.

It almost 7 pm when I wait in a not-so-long-queue, after dapao it, it's time to go! T.T. Take bus to Wangsa Maju LRT station and this is the KL City Center view from there. (Sorry for the poor picture quality, Because have to ZOOM!!)

Reached KASAR at about 8pm, lepas mandi & makan the best nasi lemak in KL, my friends call me for DotA although I'm tired. Haha.

Can say I still miss TAR College although it's already half year studying here.

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Friday, January 2, 2009

A Beautiful Lie

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A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different? (Different...)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
’Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last (happened last)
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

Lie~~ Beautiful

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles (Baby)
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

(LLLLLIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE~~~) So beautiful, beautiful~~ (4x)

It's a beautiful lie ---
It's a perfect denial ---(So beautiful, beautiful)
Such a beautiful lie to believe in ---
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me


This is a SUPER EMO SONG. Well, in the few days I had been posting about "LIES". And so, there is no suprise that I put out this song rather than thinking of thousand words to explain my feelings. So what does "LIE" mean to you? You might think that it just a person lying to me. Well, as for me, there is MORE than that. Don't ask. I just wanna express it here. After all, I'm not that emo as you expected... hehe..

Here's the song, please DO NOT PLAY the song if you easily gets emo.. (lol) Hope you enjoy the song.

End of EMO post (if that's what you think! ^^)

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Fate?

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Fate,
Why do you tell me this?
Fate,
Why do you show me this?
Fate,
Why do you let me down?
Fate,
Why do you broke my heart?
Fate,
Why are you so cruel?

Fate,
Are you heartless?
Fate,
Are you meant to be like this?
Fate,
Are you happy with what I'm now?
Fate,
Are you laughing over this?
Fate,
Are you torturing me, still?

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Oh dear FATE,
Perhaps you were trying,
To show me the TRUTH,
But I insisted,
That my LIES were right,
But you keep trying and trying,
To show me the TRUTH,
And drive out LIES from me,
That within myself,
And that from the LIAR.

Oh dear FATE,
Perhaps I should thank you,
That you show me the TRUTH,
That you show me the LIAR,
That you show me the LIES,
That you show me the BLINDFOLD,
Of mine.

Maybe I should have a BREAK,
After all, I'm just LYING to myself,
After all, I'm just being LIED,
And forsake the TRUTH.

Right this very moment,
May this year,
Show me the right way,
Not necessary the LIAR have to,
Face the TRUTH's wrath,
But I do pray to God that,
LIAR repents,
And LIAR converts to TRUTH.

Have a happy and prosperous 2009 and hope that you enjoy my first-inspirational-randomly poem! XD

God Bless! =)

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